Tempat yg tak penah pegi lagi dan teringin sangat nak pegi:
1) Turki - kalau dapat pegi Gunung Nemrut best gak.. Istanbul, Cappadocia tu macam biasa la kan
2) Syria - Old City of Damascus, Crac des Chevaliers, Temple of Bel
3) Jordan - Utara Jordan, Kota Amman, Mada & Kaw Terendah Dunia, Petra, dan Al-Karak. Sah2 kene guna tourist agency nih..
4) Switzerland - Naik train tgk view, stop ke Interlaken, gi Jungfraujoch and kalau leh Schilthorn
5) sweden & norway - katanye leh beli jam kat sini... tak tau la.. try tgk sweden ade pe.. cam menarik
6) Machu Picchu, Peru - Tinggalan sejarah Inca
7) New York - kalau dapat nak gi Hollywood sekali.. hehehe
waaa... byk gile tempat nak gi.. tempat 1-3 tu leh gi time umrah dan haji.. yg lain tu bila gamaknye ye nak gi..
Selain tu aku ade wishlist lain:
- Beli rumah
- Renovate satu bilik jadi library buku, novel, manga dan koleksi cerita muvi n anime lengkap ngan sistem teater.. ingat nak wat bilik tu kalis bunyi.. mane tau memekak plak kalau pasang sound blaster kuat gile ke..
- pegi haji ngan parent (tgh tunggu turn je nih)
- buat stok novel n manga n anime ^_^;
- dalam bilik keje aku nak pasang 2 biji komp. Satu keje satu utk game and entertainment..
ade je yg lain.. tapi tak teringin sangat cam yg tulis nih.. kalau ade lain mmg aku tulis..
Saturday 16 January 2010
Monday 4 January 2010
My neighbour is snoring!
How thin is the wall that i heard my neighbour's snore?
Urgh.. and every night i heard their pillow talk as if i'm in front of them..
Urgh.. and every night i heard their pillow talk as if i'm in front of them..
Sunday 3 January 2010
Are you a shopaholic?
Shopaholics lack the necessary self-control to resist the temptation of buying desirable items ? even at the expense of their finances and relationships. In recent years, such compulsive spending has gotten more attention, especially in this materialistic and media-focused society. This desire to "shop ?til you drop" is a result of more than just the desire for possessions ? it's a yearning and insatiable need for that psychological high one feels when, yet again, another purchase is made. If you find yourself surrounded by shopping bags and wondering at the end of the month where all your money has gone, then you may just fit the profile of a shopaholic.
1. I find that I spend more than I intended when out shopping.
-> Often
2. I tend to shop when I’m feeling angry or depressed.
-> Often (plus with eating disorder)
3. When I see something I like, my first thought is “I have to have it”.
-> Most of the time
(Coz petite size rarely get a chance to acquire it)
4. I shop even when I can’t afford to.
-> Almost never (mane nak korek duit)
5. I tend to feel guilty about my purchases.
-> Most of the time (if its expensive ^_^;)
6. I have “borrowed” or stolen credit cards from friends or family to shop.
-> Almost never (unless if mine is stolen!)
7. I find it difficult to hold down stable relationships in my life due to my shopping behavior.
-> Almost never (never experience.. how should i know???)
8. I cannot afford staples such as food, housing or healthcare because of my shopping.
-> Almost never
9. I lie to my friends and family about how much I spend.
-> Often (ampun mak! ekekeke)
10. If I don’t have the funds, I borrow money from others in order to buy something I really want.
-> Rarely (If I don't have enough cash.. and I'll make sure i'll pay after that.. so frens.. tell me if i did borrowsand forgot about it!)
11. I cannot leave a store without purchasing at least one thing.
-> Almost never
12. When I’m depressed, shopping makes me feel better.
-> Often
13. I shop when I’m stressed and just want to get away from it all.
-> Often
14. When I see that someone else has something that I don’t, I feel I must have it.
-> Somewhat true/false
15. I have lost the respect and trust of people in my life because of my shopping behavior.
-> Completely false (you guys don't wanna friends with me?? :((
16. I get an adrenaline rush when I shop.
Somewhat ture/false
17. I feel that I cannot control myself when I feel the urge to shop.
-> Mostly true
18. My shopping behavior has affected relationships in my life in a negative manner.
-> Completely false
19. I have hidden purchases from friends/family out of fear that they would get upset.
-> Completely true ^_^;
20. I have had to take extreme measures (i.e., re-mortgaging my home, taking out a loan, etc.) to pay for credit card debts.
-> Completely false
21. I must be up-to-date with fashion – even if it means spending money I don’t have.
-> Somewhat true/false
22. Relationships in my life have ended because my shopping tendencies became an issue.
-> completely false
23. I feel lost if I don’t have money to spend.
-> Completely true
24. When I make a purchase, I rarely regret it.
-> Somewhat true/false
25. I have a store credit card for all of my favorite shops.
-> Completely false
26. I feel like I’m on top of the world when I shop.
-> somewhat true/false
27. I have bought things that I have never used.
-> Sometimes
28. I spend more on clothes and accessories than I do on rent or bills.
-> Rarely (more to quantity that i bought than the total)
29. I max out my credit cards due to shopping sprees.
-> Almost never
30. I get so excited when I shop I hardly realize how much money I have spent.
-> often
31. I buy luxuries that I can’t really afford.
-> rarely
32. People close to me have told me they are worried about how much I spend.
-> sometimes (always mum!)
33. I think about shopping.
-> often (everyday ^_^;)
34. I set a limit as to how much money I want to spend shopping.
-> Sometimes
35. (Refer to question above) I actually stick to the limits I set.
-> Often (tapi kalau berbaloi2 apa salahnye kan?? ekekek)
36. If I see something I really like, I ask myself if I really need it.
-> sometime
37. (Refer to question above) If the answer is no, I don’t buy it.
->Completely true
38. I feel the urge to shop _________.
->Most of the time
39. (Refer to question above) I cannot rid myself of this feeling until I satisfy my urge to buy something.
->Most of the time
40. I have articles of clothing or other merchandise that still have price tags on them.
-> True, several items
41. I shop online.
-> Only for things that I can’t buy nearby.
42. I have spent hours making a purchasing bid for online merchandise.
-> On a few occasions
43. Do you ever buy yourself things as a means to make you feel better?
-> Yes, I often head straight to the mall for a shopping spree when I’m upset.
44. It’s the end of the month and rent is due. On top of that, money is really tight and you’re already dipping into your overdraft way more then you should be. All your closest friends are heading out to a fancy dinner and ask you if you’re coming. What do you do?
-> I decline – I’ll go out when I’m a little more financially stable.
45. What do you do when you come across one of your favorite clothing shops?
-> I do a little window shopping.
46. You’ve just inherited $10 000 from a distant cousin overseas whom you’ve never even met! What do you do?
-> Treat my friends and family to a fancy meal at a prestigious restaurant, then put the rest away.
47. You just got your paycheck. What’s the first thing you do?
-> I allow a small treat for all my hard work, and then the rest goes towards bills or into my savings.
48. Beginners luck! You buy the latest scratch and win ticket and get $200! What do you do?
-> I reward myself and spend some of it on a small luxury, then save the rest.
49. You’ve just had a terrible day – how do you unwind? (Check all that apply).
-A good book usually diverts my mind.
-A nice, long bath.
-Talk about it with a close friend or family member.
-Take my little cards "Debit" and "Credit" out for a walk.
-Two words – comfort food.
-Two words – retail therapy.
RESULT:
Marks: 43/100
When it comes to fashion, it seems to be pretty important to you (although not a top priority) to be up-to-date with the latest styles. Although you don't stress over having all the latest threads, gadgets and home d?cor to the extreme, your results indicate that there may be a risk of this becoming a serious issue. Keep in mind that material possessions aren't everything!
1. I find that I spend more than I intended when out shopping.
-> Often
2. I tend to shop when I’m feeling angry or depressed.
-> Often (plus with eating disorder)
3. When I see something I like, my first thought is “I have to have it”.
-> Most of the time
(Coz petite size rarely get a chance to acquire it)
4. I shop even when I can’t afford to.
-> Almost never (mane nak korek duit)
5. I tend to feel guilty about my purchases.
-> Most of the time (if its expensive ^_^;)
6. I have “borrowed” or stolen credit cards from friends or family to shop.
-> Almost never (unless if mine is stolen!)
7. I find it difficult to hold down stable relationships in my life due to my shopping behavior.
-> Almost never (never experience.. how should i know???)
8. I cannot afford staples such as food, housing or healthcare because of my shopping.
-> Almost never
9. I lie to my friends and family about how much I spend.
-> Often (ampun mak! ekekeke)
10. If I don’t have the funds, I borrow money from others in order to buy something I really want.
-> Rarely (If I don't have enough cash.. and I'll make sure i'll pay after that.. so frens.. tell me if i did borrowsand forgot about it!)
11. I cannot leave a store without purchasing at least one thing.
-> Almost never
12. When I’m depressed, shopping makes me feel better.
-> Often
13. I shop when I’m stressed and just want to get away from it all.
-> Often
14. When I see that someone else has something that I don’t, I feel I must have it.
-> Somewhat true/false
15. I have lost the respect and trust of people in my life because of my shopping behavior.
-> Completely false (you guys don't wanna friends with me?? :((
16. I get an adrenaline rush when I shop.
Somewhat ture/false
17. I feel that I cannot control myself when I feel the urge to shop.
-> Mostly true
18. My shopping behavior has affected relationships in my life in a negative manner.
-> Completely false
19. I have hidden purchases from friends/family out of fear that they would get upset.
-> Completely true ^_^;
20. I have had to take extreme measures (i.e., re-mortgaging my home, taking out a loan, etc.) to pay for credit card debts.
-> Completely false
21. I must be up-to-date with fashion – even if it means spending money I don’t have.
-> Somewhat true/false
22. Relationships in my life have ended because my shopping tendencies became an issue.
-> completely false
23. I feel lost if I don’t have money to spend.
-> Completely true
24. When I make a purchase, I rarely regret it.
-> Somewhat true/false
25. I have a store credit card for all of my favorite shops.
-> Completely false
26. I feel like I’m on top of the world when I shop.
-> somewhat true/false
27. I have bought things that I have never used.
-> Sometimes
28. I spend more on clothes and accessories than I do on rent or bills.
-> Rarely (more to quantity that i bought than the total)
29. I max out my credit cards due to shopping sprees.
-> Almost never
30. I get so excited when I shop I hardly realize how much money I have spent.
-> often
31. I buy luxuries that I can’t really afford.
-> rarely
32. People close to me have told me they are worried about how much I spend.
-> sometimes (always mum!)
33. I think about shopping.
-> often (everyday ^_^;)
34. I set a limit as to how much money I want to spend shopping.
-> Sometimes
35. (Refer to question above) I actually stick to the limits I set.
-> Often (tapi kalau berbaloi2 apa salahnye kan?? ekekek)
36. If I see something I really like, I ask myself if I really need it.
-> sometime
37. (Refer to question above) If the answer is no, I don’t buy it.
->Completely true
38. I feel the urge to shop _________.
->Most of the time
39. (Refer to question above) I cannot rid myself of this feeling until I satisfy my urge to buy something.
->Most of the time
40. I have articles of clothing or other merchandise that still have price tags on them.
-> True, several items
41. I shop online.
-> Only for things that I can’t buy nearby.
42. I have spent hours making a purchasing bid for online merchandise.
-> On a few occasions
43. Do you ever buy yourself things as a means to make you feel better?
-> Yes, I often head straight to the mall for a shopping spree when I’m upset.
44. It’s the end of the month and rent is due. On top of that, money is really tight and you’re already dipping into your overdraft way more then you should be. All your closest friends are heading out to a fancy dinner and ask you if you’re coming. What do you do?
-> I decline – I’ll go out when I’m a little more financially stable.
45. What do you do when you come across one of your favorite clothing shops?
-> I do a little window shopping.
46. You’ve just inherited $10 000 from a distant cousin overseas whom you’ve never even met! What do you do?
-> Treat my friends and family to a fancy meal at a prestigious restaurant, then put the rest away.
47. You just got your paycheck. What’s the first thing you do?
-> I allow a small treat for all my hard work, and then the rest goes towards bills or into my savings.
48. Beginners luck! You buy the latest scratch and win ticket and get $200! What do you do?
-> I reward myself and spend some of it on a small luxury, then save the rest.
49. You’ve just had a terrible day – how do you unwind? (Check all that apply).
-A good book usually diverts my mind.
-A nice, long bath.
-Talk about it with a close friend or family member.
-Take my little cards "Debit" and "Credit" out for a walk.
-Two words – comfort food.
-Two words – retail therapy.
RESULT:
Marks: 43/100
When it comes to fashion, it seems to be pretty important to you (although not a top priority) to be up-to-date with the latest styles. Although you don't stress over having all the latest threads, gadgets and home d?cor to the extreme, your results indicate that there may be a risk of this becoming a serious issue. Keep in mind that material possessions aren't everything!
Thursday 26 November 2009
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha
Sape2 yg baik kg.. selamat la beraya.. sape yg tgh merantau cam aku.. jom la nangis sesame.. ngeee...
Friday 20 November 2009
Ingat tak BSB??
Dulu masa kat UTM dulu.. dok gile ngan kawan sedorm ngan coursemate boy band BSB.. beli kaset.. tampal poster.. siap tulis lirik bg budak2 tuh tampal kat whiteboard meja studi diorg.. skang ape jadi ek? Kevin dah kuar.. yg terbaru kuar album baru.. haru tul.. patut jadi Back Street Men dah... hahahaaa..
nah.. khs utk budak2 coursemate aku...
nah.. khs utk budak2 coursemate aku...
Thursday 19 November 2009
Makan ikut kalori
Ni utk dena, kawan aku yg ajar..
Kalau nak diet kene kira kalori... Ada limit utk berapa kalori makanan yg kita leh makan.. Kalau lebih perut akan dan usus akan proses jadi lemak. Caranye:
1) Kira BMR Formula
BMR = 655 + (9.6 x berat dalam kg) + (4.7 x tinggi dalam cm) - (4.7 x umur dalam tahun)
2) Calculate daily calories guna formula Harris Benedict Equation
To determine your total daily calorie needs, multiply your BMR by the appropriate activity factor, as follows:
1. If you are sedentary (little or no exercise) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.2
2. If you are lightly active (light exercise/sports 1-3 days/week) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.375
3. If you are moderatetely active (moderate exercise/sports 3-5 days/week) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.55
4. If you are very active (hard exercise/sports 6-7 days a week) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.725
5. If you are extra active (very hard exercise/sports & physical job or 2x training) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.9
Total for a week = daily calories x 7 days
3) Formula Calorie intake to lose weight
Calorie per day = (Total for a week - 3500)/7 days
And then check la kalorie setiap makanan yg kita makan.. nasi lemak berapa.. bihun sup berapa.. ayam goreng berapa.. waaa.. perut aku bunyi bila tulis ayam goreng nih.. ^_^;
You can check www.nutrition.com.sg -> nutrition calculator -> dining out -> local food guide, kat situ dia ade listkan a lot of dishes with calories.. susah sgt google je calorie nasi lemak.. hahaha...
p/s: yg penting ketahanan mental nak makan ikut kalorie.. kalau mmg takde disiplin.. lupa kan je la...
Kalau nak diet kene kira kalori... Ada limit utk berapa kalori makanan yg kita leh makan.. Kalau lebih perut akan dan usus akan proses jadi lemak. Caranye:
1) Kira BMR Formula
BMR = 655 + (9.6 x berat dalam kg) + (4.7 x tinggi dalam cm) - (4.7 x umur dalam tahun)
2) Calculate daily calories guna formula Harris Benedict Equation
To determine your total daily calorie needs, multiply your BMR by the appropriate activity factor, as follows:
1. If you are sedentary (little or no exercise) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.2
2. If you are lightly active (light exercise/sports 1-3 days/week) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.375
3. If you are moderatetely active (moderate exercise/sports 3-5 days/week) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.55
4. If you are very active (hard exercise/sports 6-7 days a week) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.725
5. If you are extra active (very hard exercise/sports & physical job or 2x training) : Calorie-Calculation = BMR x 1.9
Total for a week = daily calories x 7 days
3) Formula Calorie intake to lose weight
Calorie per day = (Total for a week - 3500)/7 days
And then check la kalorie setiap makanan yg kita makan.. nasi lemak berapa.. bihun sup berapa.. ayam goreng berapa.. waaa.. perut aku bunyi bila tulis ayam goreng nih.. ^_^;
You can check www.nutrition.com.sg -> nutrition calculator -> dining out -> local food guide, kat situ dia ade listkan a lot of dishes with calories.. susah sgt google je calorie nasi lemak.. hahaha...
p/s: yg penting ketahanan mental nak makan ikut kalorie.. kalau mmg takde disiplin.. lupa kan je la...
Wednesday 18 November 2009
Best ke duduk Ireland??
Ade org tanye best ke duduk Ireland?
Yang best:
1) Org2 kat sini baik2 sgt.. Tak prejudice.. sebab Negara Ireland nih penah berperang ngan England.. That's why kalau banding org Ireland ngan org UK, org Ireland lagi peramah..
2) Cost of living - kat sini memula tu aku bising gak sebab mahal.. sebab aku suka sgt convert everything to RM.. tapi sebenarnya murah gak.. walaupun tak leh kalah ngan UK.. except London la kan.. dah nak dekat 3 tahun aku duk kat sini.. aku dah tau cemane nak jimat... Masak lagi sodap.. lagi jimat.. seminggu sekali nak makan luar ok jer.. dapat aku asah skill masak walaupon tak sodap macam chef wan masak.. Lepas tu sewa umah makin lama makin murah.. sebab recession.. jadi skang ni harga rumah dah turun.. unless aku nak menetap kat sini.. itu lain citer la..
3) Same cam ko duduk kat mane2 negara 4 musim.. musim sejuk waktu siang paling pendek.. saaaangaaat la sesuai ganti puasa.. hahahaaa.. niat tak betul.. tapi cepat lapo sebab sejuk kan? lapo kejap je la.. best giler puasa kejap nih.. hahahaaaa..
Yang tak best:
1) Cuaca yg tak menentu.. Walaupun Ireland ni negara 4 musim.. tapi macam tak ade beza pon.. manjang je hujan.. winter lagi la tiap2 hari hujan.. mane ade salji.. angin sejuk yg melampau lagi la tak best... itu sebab org ireland suka minum.. nak kasi panas badan.. jgn heran kalau togel je kaki tu jalan memalam..
2) Flight agak mahal - nak gi jenjalan ke europe countries and US memang lagi dekat dari kat Mesia la.. tapi nak plan tu kene betul2 gak.. kene tgk route and murah ke tak.. anyway.. kalau bab flight nih mmg kalah la ngan UK.. sebab Ireland takde direct flight for bigger airline.. sumer transit to London.. sakit hati kan?? That's why bila sale selalu UK byk route tapi Dublin tak sangat.. hampeh tak?? kita nak plan jenjalan ke Europe tapi flight cost plak kene kira 2 3 kali... Yang ni kalah la sket ngan UK.. sebab transport dari Ireland ke negara luar cuma plane je.. Ko nak naik feri setengah hari sampai Liverpool.. aiyok.. sakit pinggang macik... Solutionnye.. terpaksa tunggu sale baru plan nak gi jenjalan memane.. Kalau tak plan tak jalan ^_^;
3) Fesyen - Jgn tanye fesyen org sini.. KZ sket dari Mesia I think.. Jgn tak tau.. Mesia lagi cepat tau.. tak pe la.. I'm not a fashionista.. but at least.. kat sini nak pesen2 pon kene tgk climate.. jadi tu yg best tu sebab tukar warna baju ikut musim.. Tapi kalau hujan memanjang.. selalu pakai jaket kalis air je le..
4) Shopping?? Better gi UK la.. Tapi kat Ireland ni ade North Ireland.. which is jajahan UK.. leh la shopping kat Belfast or Newry and you'll get a good bargain based on UK price.. kalau kat Dublin ni sale dia yg gile2 cume Boxing day je.. tapi still tak semurah cam UK.. Tapi aku kalau malas sgt nak gi Newry nih.. balun je la kat Dublin nih.. mane tau kan.. cost kenderaan campur ngan kos beli barang lebih kurang same je ngan kos beli kat Dublin.. better kat Dublin kan?? Yg penting pandai carik lubang.. aku tak kata kat Dublin tak murah.. cuma kene pandai cari peluang.. kene dengar gosip2 panas cik limah kata kat sinun ade murah.. haa.. lepas tu pegi je la.. jgn tunggu lama2..
err.. aku tak ingat apa lagi.. tapi yg essence dah aku kupas.. buat cik Anonymous.. nak sambung blaja ka?? Kalau nak sambung phd ok gak kat sini.. sv sgt bagus.. sistem phd kira orait banding ngan UK.. Bukan kata tak bagus yg UK... cuma peratusan nak lulus tinggi sket banding kat UK sebab kes2 yg berlaku kat senior2 aku..
Tapi aku harap sgt aku lepas gak.. Aminnnn..
Yang best:
1) Org2 kat sini baik2 sgt.. Tak prejudice.. sebab Negara Ireland nih penah berperang ngan England.. That's why kalau banding org Ireland ngan org UK, org Ireland lagi peramah..
2) Cost of living - kat sini memula tu aku bising gak sebab mahal.. sebab aku suka sgt convert everything to RM.. tapi sebenarnya murah gak.. walaupun tak leh kalah ngan UK.. except London la kan.. dah nak dekat 3 tahun aku duk kat sini.. aku dah tau cemane nak jimat... Masak lagi sodap.. lagi jimat.. seminggu sekali nak makan luar ok jer.. dapat aku asah skill masak walaupon tak sodap macam chef wan masak.. Lepas tu sewa umah makin lama makin murah.. sebab recession.. jadi skang ni harga rumah dah turun.. unless aku nak menetap kat sini.. itu lain citer la..
3) Same cam ko duduk kat mane2 negara 4 musim.. musim sejuk waktu siang paling pendek.. saaaangaaat la sesuai ganti puasa.. hahahaaa.. niat tak betul.. tapi cepat lapo sebab sejuk kan? lapo kejap je la.. best giler puasa kejap nih.. hahahaaaa..
Yang tak best:
1) Cuaca yg tak menentu.. Walaupun Ireland ni negara 4 musim.. tapi macam tak ade beza pon.. manjang je hujan.. winter lagi la tiap2 hari hujan.. mane ade salji.. angin sejuk yg melampau lagi la tak best... itu sebab org ireland suka minum.. nak kasi panas badan.. jgn heran kalau togel je kaki tu jalan memalam..
2) Flight agak mahal - nak gi jenjalan ke europe countries and US memang lagi dekat dari kat Mesia la.. tapi nak plan tu kene betul2 gak.. kene tgk route and murah ke tak.. anyway.. kalau bab flight nih mmg kalah la ngan UK.. sebab Ireland takde direct flight for bigger airline.. sumer transit to London.. sakit hati kan?? That's why bila sale selalu UK byk route tapi Dublin tak sangat.. hampeh tak?? kita nak plan jenjalan ke Europe tapi flight cost plak kene kira 2 3 kali... Yang ni kalah la sket ngan UK.. sebab transport dari Ireland ke negara luar cuma plane je.. Ko nak naik feri setengah hari sampai Liverpool.. aiyok.. sakit pinggang macik... Solutionnye.. terpaksa tunggu sale baru plan nak gi jenjalan memane.. Kalau tak plan tak jalan ^_^;
3) Fesyen - Jgn tanye fesyen org sini.. KZ sket dari Mesia I think.. Jgn tak tau.. Mesia lagi cepat tau.. tak pe la.. I'm not a fashionista.. but at least.. kat sini nak pesen2 pon kene tgk climate.. jadi tu yg best tu sebab tukar warna baju ikut musim.. Tapi kalau hujan memanjang.. selalu pakai jaket kalis air je le..
4) Shopping?? Better gi UK la.. Tapi kat Ireland ni ade North Ireland.. which is jajahan UK.. leh la shopping kat Belfast or Newry and you'll get a good bargain based on UK price.. kalau kat Dublin ni sale dia yg gile2 cume Boxing day je.. tapi still tak semurah cam UK.. Tapi aku kalau malas sgt nak gi Newry nih.. balun je la kat Dublin nih.. mane tau kan.. cost kenderaan campur ngan kos beli barang lebih kurang same je ngan kos beli kat Dublin.. better kat Dublin kan?? Yg penting pandai carik lubang.. aku tak kata kat Dublin tak murah.. cuma kene pandai cari peluang.. kene dengar gosip2 panas cik limah kata kat sinun ade murah.. haa.. lepas tu pegi je la.. jgn tunggu lama2..
err.. aku tak ingat apa lagi.. tapi yg essence dah aku kupas.. buat cik Anonymous.. nak sambung blaja ka?? Kalau nak sambung phd ok gak kat sini.. sv sgt bagus.. sistem phd kira orait banding ngan UK.. Bukan kata tak bagus yg UK... cuma peratusan nak lulus tinggi sket banding kat UK sebab kes2 yg berlaku kat senior2 aku..
Tapi aku harap sgt aku lepas gak.. Aminnnn..
Tuesday 17 November 2009
Musim sejuk sesuai sangat untuk...
Time2 musim sejuk ni macam2 la nak kene tunaikan..
1) Ganti puasa.. sebab subuh masuk kul 6.30am maghrib masuk kul 4.15pm.. best tak.. hahaha... tapi ok la tuh.. tinggal berapa hari je lagii..
2) Shopping sakan sempena boxing day.. Time krismas ni gile sakan diorg iklan rega barang yg bukan2.. sampai aku tak sabar nak tunggu... cam nak beli skang je.. takut je barang habis bila dah krismas.. ataupun dah tak offer bila krismas.. cemane tuh??
3) Plan cuti2 london.. masa krismas ni la cuti panjang.. tapi nak gi london rega tiket plak mahal.. adeh.. nak gi swiss macam takde duit.. keje pon melambak..
4) Bulan disember nih aku pindah umah.. kira last time aku akan pindah.. Nak packing satu hal.. Nak post barang ke mesia pon ye gak.. sebab ade yg tak mo disimpan lagi.. Tapi tinggal sekotak je lagi nak post.. Nak isi apa ye???
1) Ganti puasa.. sebab subuh masuk kul 6.30am maghrib masuk kul 4.15pm.. best tak.. hahaha... tapi ok la tuh.. tinggal berapa hari je lagii..
2) Shopping sakan sempena boxing day.. Time krismas ni gile sakan diorg iklan rega barang yg bukan2.. sampai aku tak sabar nak tunggu... cam nak beli skang je.. takut je barang habis bila dah krismas.. ataupun dah tak offer bila krismas.. cemane tuh??
3) Plan cuti2 london.. masa krismas ni la cuti panjang.. tapi nak gi london rega tiket plak mahal.. adeh.. nak gi swiss macam takde duit.. keje pon melambak..
4) Bulan disember nih aku pindah umah.. kira last time aku akan pindah.. Nak packing satu hal.. Nak post barang ke mesia pon ye gak.. sebab ade yg tak mo disimpan lagi.. Tapi tinggal sekotak je lagi nak post.. Nak isi apa ye???
Wednesday 11 November 2009
Dejavu
Pernah tak rasa macam kita pernah alami sesuatu yang kita rasa pernah berlaku samada dalam mimpi atau pengalaman lama??
Org kata tu deja vu (the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously (an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has happened in the recent past)..
My housemate ask me what's the name I wanna give to my children.. I just remember one of my dream that I gave a name Atiqah Safiyah to my baby girl.. Lelaki tak plak mimpi nak ade nama.. haahahaa.. tapi suka ngan nama Nur Muhammad kat depan.. lepas tu letak la khaidir ke.. benjamin ke.. fufufu.. berangan...
ok.. sambung balik citer.. I told her the name that I wanna give since I've dream of it.. but my sister use that name for her daughter.. She kind of angry coz my sister copy that name.. Baik ek housemate aku?? fufufu.. well it's kind of dejavu coz I just remember that dream when my sister mention her daughter's name.. Eh.. macam penah dengar je nama ni.. ye la.. macam familiar sangat.. and I very like that name.. macam dalam mimpi plak.. Well.. I don't mind coz that child is always my beloved niece from all my nieces and nephews.. hahaha.. so biaq pi la.. coz I don't know when I'll get a daughter.. ade plak yg namakan camtu.. alhamdulillah.. tercapai hasrat mimpi tuh.. hehehe...
Org kata tu deja vu (the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously (an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has happened in the recent past)..
My housemate ask me what's the name I wanna give to my children.. I just remember one of my dream that I gave a name Atiqah Safiyah to my baby girl.. Lelaki tak plak mimpi nak ade nama.. haahahaa.. tapi suka ngan nama Nur Muhammad kat depan.. lepas tu letak la khaidir ke.. benjamin ke.. fufufu.. berangan...
ok.. sambung balik citer.. I told her the name that I wanna give since I've dream of it.. but my sister use that name for her daughter.. She kind of angry coz my sister copy that name.. Baik ek housemate aku?? fufufu.. well it's kind of dejavu coz I just remember that dream when my sister mention her daughter's name.. Eh.. macam penah dengar je nama ni.. ye la.. macam familiar sangat.. and I very like that name.. macam dalam mimpi plak.. Well.. I don't mind coz that child is always my beloved niece from all my nieces and nephews.. hahaha.. so biaq pi la.. coz I don't know when I'll get a daughter.. ade plak yg namakan camtu.. alhamdulillah.. tercapai hasrat mimpi tuh.. hehehe...
Tuesday 10 November 2009
Howth
Just went to howth after sending Nasya and families to airport. At first, I don't plan to go there.. but Syarul already had a date with Sya and Farah. They plan to dine seafood in Howth.. and bangah don't wanna miss the chance to go there. Well... I've been there.. but what the heck.. it's not a crime.. Maybe I feel sad coz my ex-housemate is going back for good.. Add to Syarul and Sya also.. it's double misery.. Then to commemorate the memory with them, I agree with the devil bangah to go there.
It takes time to upload the picture.. Well.. it's not a one time view.. Enjoy the view..
It takes time to upload the picture.. Well.. it's not a one time view.. Enjoy the view..
Thursday 5 November 2009
spain video
Baru je tgk kat tv3, di akhir siaran dipaparkan tinggalan sejarah islam di spain. Heh.. baru je pegi.. So I record it to remember that I've been there too. This video is dedicated to abah and mak.. fufufu..
Sunday 1 November 2009
minggu menjiwang..
Aof Pongsak - OST Sawan Bieng
Roo Tua Dee Wa Tam Tua Mai Muen Krai
I know myself I behave different.
Kid Arai Kor Pood Man Pai Mai Care Krai Sak Yang
Whatever I think, I just say it straight and care no one.
Tam Tam Tee Smong Samg Tang Tang Tee Trong Kam Gab Hua Jai
Just following what my head command me, though it's against my heart.
Tam Tua Eng Wa Tee Tam Pai Peuh Krai
Asking myself for what I do, who I do it for.
Prachod Tua Eng Tam Rai Tua Eng Arai Tee Dai Ma
Being sarcastic with myself...hurting myself, what do I get in return?
Mee Tae Sia Nam Ta Sab Son Lae Tong Wan Wai
There're only shedding a tear...being confused and being vulnerable...
Tong Toramarn Puad Rao Pai Tang Tua Lae Hua Jai
I have to be suffering and deeply hurt with all my body and heart.
*Jood On Kong Chan Yoo Trong Tee Hua Jai
My weakness is in my heart.
Tee Tam Pen Kaeng Raeng Tee Chan Sadaeng Tee Tae Taeb Kad Jai
I pretend to be strong...what I express...in fact, it almost take my breath away.
Yak Dai Tang Kwam Rak Yak Dai Kon Kao Jai
I need love...need someone who understand me,
Tong Son Man Wai Pai Nai
But I have to hide it inside.
Mai Chai Arai Tee Tae Nan Hua Jai Man On Ae
Nothing much, in fact, my heart is weak.
Roo Wa Thur Mai Dai Rak Mai Dai Son Jai
I know that you don't love...don't care about me.
Luek Long Pai Kor Taeb Lalai Tam Jai Mai Dai
Deep inside, I almost melt away...I can't restraint my mind.
Tam Pen Muen Mai Care Tee Tae Nan Nam Ta Lai
I pretend to not care, but in fact, my tears is flowing.
Jeb Pai Tang Jai Lae Ha Kon Jao Jai Mai Dai Leoy
I'm hurt in my heart and can't find anyone who understand me.
(repeat *)
Mai Tong Karn Hai Krai Roo Wa Pai Nai Jai Rak Thur Piang Dai
I don't want to let anyone know within my heart, how much I love you...
Lae Rak...Tang Hua Jai
and love you...with my whole heart.
Roo Tua Dee Wa Tam Tua Mai Muen Krai
I know myself I behave different.
Kid Arai Kor Pood Man Pai Mai Care Krai Sak Yang
Whatever I think, I just say it straight and care no one.
Tam Tam Tee Smong Samg Tang Tang Tee Trong Kam Gab Hua Jai
Just following what my head command me, though it's against my heart.
Tam Tua Eng Wa Tee Tam Pai Peuh Krai
Asking myself for what I do, who I do it for.
Prachod Tua Eng Tam Rai Tua Eng Arai Tee Dai Ma
Being sarcastic with myself...hurting myself, what do I get in return?
Mee Tae Sia Nam Ta Sab Son Lae Tong Wan Wai
There're only shedding a tear...being confused and being vulnerable...
Tong Toramarn Puad Rao Pai Tang Tua Lae Hua Jai
I have to be suffering and deeply hurt with all my body and heart.
*Jood On Kong Chan Yoo Trong Tee Hua Jai
My weakness is in my heart.
Tee Tam Pen Kaeng Raeng Tee Chan Sadaeng Tee Tae Taeb Kad Jai
I pretend to be strong...what I express...in fact, it almost take my breath away.
Yak Dai Tang Kwam Rak Yak Dai Kon Kao Jai
I need love...need someone who understand me,
Tong Son Man Wai Pai Nai
But I have to hide it inside.
Mai Chai Arai Tee Tae Nan Hua Jai Man On Ae
Nothing much, in fact, my heart is weak.
Roo Wa Thur Mai Dai Rak Mai Dai Son Jai
I know that you don't love...don't care about me.
Luek Long Pai Kor Taeb Lalai Tam Jai Mai Dai
Deep inside, I almost melt away...I can't restraint my mind.
Tam Pen Muen Mai Care Tee Tae Nan Nam Ta Lai
I pretend to not care, but in fact, my tears is flowing.
Jeb Pai Tang Jai Lae Ha Kon Jao Jai Mai Dai Leoy
I'm hurt in my heart and can't find anyone who understand me.
(repeat *)
Mai Tong Karn Hai Krai Roo Wa Pai Nai Jai Rak Thur Piang Dai
I don't want to let anyone know within my heart, how much I love you...
Lae Rak...Tang Hua Jai
and love you...with my whole heart.
Wednesday 14 October 2009
thurdsay eve fever
Nasya, one of my friends are going back to malaysia for good. Sedeynyeeeeeee... kurang lagi sorang.. Good things, Ina dah sampai Dublin to continue her study.
Rasa cam happy ade geng.. sedey sebab geng lama nak balik.. bila nak habis studi niiiiii...
Plan bawak ina jalan2 kat stephen green park. But the scenery macam tak berapa best sgt.. Sekarang musim luruh.. nak masuk winter.. kejap panas.. kejap sejuk.. kalau sejuk tu manjang je hujan.. heeeee.. tension je kalau hujan nih..
As usual.. kalau nasya ade..mesti nak lepak kedai kopi.. kalau kedai kopi warung tak pe gak.. ini kedai kopi mahal tuh.. huhu..
so enjoy la gambar pakai kamera yg aku dah lama tak guna nih.. dah berkarat skill.. kene asah balik..
gambar
Rasa cam happy ade geng.. sedey sebab geng lama nak balik.. bila nak habis studi niiiiii...
Plan bawak ina jalan2 kat stephen green park. But the scenery macam tak berapa best sgt.. Sekarang musim luruh.. nak masuk winter.. kejap panas.. kejap sejuk.. kalau sejuk tu manjang je hujan.. heeeee.. tension je kalau hujan nih..
As usual.. kalau nasya ade..mesti nak lepak kedai kopi.. kalau kedai kopi warung tak pe gak.. ini kedai kopi mahal tuh.. huhu..
so enjoy la gambar pakai kamera yg aku dah lama tak guna nih.. dah berkarat skill.. kene asah balik..
gambar
Sunday 4 October 2009
pernah try masuk bar?
ngeee... mesti terkejut bila baca nih.. saje jer.. actually ni dah kali ke2 kot.. tak ingat la.. betul la kot.. before this hang out ngan colleague hjung minggu.. pegi sekali tunjuk muka cukup la.. minum coke ngan cake coklat.. chow lepas tu carik ricks burger halal nak isi perut..
this time si angah kata nak try mojito(sebut mohito)cocktail. Masuk la kat satu bar nama dia the Church.. Seriously korang.. jgn la pikir bukan2 plak.. Asalnye bar ni mmg church tapi convert to bar.. so bayangkan masjid tukar jadi restoran.. tak leh blah la kan.. huhuuuu... Originally, dia ade letak rum.. but we can request tak letak.. so rasa ade sting sket sebab lemon juice tu terasa la.. but still aku takut gak nak pesan yg bukan2.. last2 mintak jus buah dalam botol tapi letak ais... hahaha.. langsung tak ingat apa nama jus tuh.. nasya ingat la.. sebab dia yg suggest...
so ni utk santapan korang air yg kami pesan kat the church.. ^_^;
p/s: opss.. yg ni sebeloooooommmm bulan puasa.. terlupa nak letak je gambar.. wat nyemak hphone ni je..
this time si angah kata nak try mojito(sebut mohito)cocktail. Masuk la kat satu bar nama dia the Church.. Seriously korang.. jgn la pikir bukan2 plak.. Asalnye bar ni mmg church tapi convert to bar.. so bayangkan masjid tukar jadi restoran.. tak leh blah la kan.. huhuuuu... Originally, dia ade letak rum.. but we can request tak letak.. so rasa ade sting sket sebab lemon juice tu terasa la.. but still aku takut gak nak pesan yg bukan2.. last2 mintak jus buah dalam botol tapi letak ais... hahaha.. langsung tak ingat apa nama jus tuh.. nasya ingat la.. sebab dia yg suggest...
so ni utk santapan korang air yg kami pesan kat the church.. ^_^;
p/s: opss.. yg ni sebeloooooommmm bulan puasa.. terlupa nak letak je gambar.. wat nyemak hphone ni je..
Saturday 3 October 2009
belly dancing
one of my friend is going back for good to china, so we celebrate him at sinners. The reason we ate there is coz there provide belly dancing during the course. So apa lagi.. yg guys ni mula la vote nak pegi makan malam kat situ.. nak2 tarikh nye jatuh pada hari pertama puasa.. boleh tak?? nasib baik den tak posa hari first.. walaupun dublin mosque tersalah perkiraan waktu tarikh puasa..
but anyway.. enjoy the dance.. tak nampak sgt coz agak gelap...
but anyway.. enjoy the dance.. tak nampak sgt coz agak gelap...
Friday 2 October 2009
kandang kuda sebelah taman perumahan
baru first time perasan ada ladang kuda kat sebelah taman perumahan.. ingatkan ni mmg padang rumput utk pelbagai kegunaan.. rupanya ade plak kuda yg nak duk situ..
Thursday 1 October 2009
kenangan bersama famili..
hem.. dah lama tak pekena abah.. tetiba nampak dia gosok baju terus giat dia sebab tak penah umur dari kecik sampai besar tgk dia gosok baju.. huuuhuuuu.. ngeee... ampun ye bah.. ni gambar comel abah tgh gosok baju ^o^
and this is the video.. hope it will be successful to upload... but sorry, masa amek video pakai kamera tak leh wat gaya landscape.. jadi la cam terteleng kepala hah..
baru teringat.. ari tu jupe kawan yg nak balik mesia sebab nak kawin.. dia tunjuk tunduk sulam cantik sgt.. ni yg nak mintak tolong kat adik ku ah pet.. tolong beli ye utk kakak kesayangan mu ini.. huhu.. bini org kelate.. apa lagi.. pesan la.. ngeeee.. ^_^;
macam ni tau tudung dia.. sulam kat bunga and ade batu sket.. carik ek!
and this is the video.. hope it will be successful to upload... but sorry, masa amek video pakai kamera tak leh wat gaya landscape.. jadi la cam terteleng kepala hah..
baru teringat.. ari tu jupe kawan yg nak balik mesia sebab nak kawin.. dia tunjuk tunduk sulam cantik sgt.. ni yg nak mintak tolong kat adik ku ah pet.. tolong beli ye utk kakak kesayangan mu ini.. huhu.. bini org kelate.. apa lagi.. pesan la.. ngeeee.. ^_^;
macam ni tau tudung dia.. sulam kat bunga and ade batu sket.. carik ek!
Tuesday 15 September 2009
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin
I will be away after this.. Sebelum tak sempat post blog.. Nak ucapkan selamat Hari raya maaf zahir batin.. Doakan kejayaan saya dalam pelajaran dan semoga amalan kita semua diterima Allah swt.
Sunday 6 September 2009
berbuka puasa beramai2
Hai.. dah 2 hari tak update.. minggu lepas buka puasa ngan meehoon tomyam 3 hari berturut-turut sampai naik muak.. lepas tu tak sempat masak.. masak maggi goreng campur sayur dan udang.. what the heck.. esoknye kelaparan sebelum masa berbuka.. I'm not going to break fast with maggi again o_O at least perut ni tahan la gak ngan spagetti olio e aglio tuh..
semalam baru je berbuka puasa kat umah bangah.. I'm the first arrive.. cet.. budak2 nih tak sampai lagi.. lepas tu tolong bangah prepare mohitto (lime juice with mint leaves) and syarul pon sampai.. kami main truth and dare sementara tunggu nasya.. bestnye main truth and dare.. we're just open to each other.. macam tak caya jer.. aku yg sentiasa berahsia ngan mende yg tak akan aku citer.. aku citer balik.. huhu.. nasya arrive after maghrib.. heh.. sabor je la.. bukak puasa ngan ikan kukus, tomyam campur.. telur tampal (patut telur bungkus.. tak jadi sangat jadi la telur tampal.. hahaha).. sedap giler.. tapi makan nasi kan.. habis la yg ku usahakan selama ini.. huhuuuu.. and i made sushi for the girls sebab from last week diorg request.. lupa bawak soy sauce.. i custom made the sauce with kicap masin and water.. jadi la kan.. sebab habis sumer sushi tuh.. puas hati bila sume makan..
nasya balik awal sebab maira segan nak stay lama.. so diorg balik je borak2 la ngan syarul and bangah.. bangah cakap nasya merajuk kami cam tak makan apa yg dia masak.. omg.. bila plak la tak makan kan? kecuali akok tu jer.. sebab aku sorang je yg telan.. tapi tak leh la makan byk.. cos aku tak leh telan bende manis lately nih.. at least aku telan sket la.. kalau housemate aku tu wat desert.. haram dapat aku habiskan.. manis seh.. adeh.. kasihan la kat food tester yg kecik molek nih.. nak toning badan pon tak berjaya sebab byk sgt dugaan... heeheee..
oh lupa lak.. sebelum ni aku ade wat makan2 kat umah minggu lepas.. itu yg menuntut dari bangah wat minggu nih.. tapi masa kat umah aku.. fay ade pesan soh lanyak2 bangah ngan prank yg dia wat kat aku fay nasya and not.. aku blasah ngan mulut laser aku dan aku dah decide nak prank dia gak.. tapi bangah dah counter attack plak dia kata dia akan balas balik.. tapi aku n nasya dah malas nak layan.. kang aku jadi budak tadika plak kalau prank dia.. biar la... sori fay.. kalau korang wat akak sokong je.. tak de idea nak kenekan apa ngan dia.. ^_^;
minggu depan makan2 kat umah syarul plak.. akhirnya dapat gak gi umah dia berjemput.. umah syarul ni payah sket.. org nak singgah semayang pon dia tak bagi.. konon umah bersepah dia malu.. aseh.. sabor je la minah tuh.. jadi tunggu peluang cam ni la baru okay kan..
ok la.. habis aku ngarut.. sebab lepas ni byk keje kene wat..
semalam syarul puji cakap aku dah kurus sket.. jeans pon dah longgar.. aku pon rasa cam tuh.. tapi still mmg byk usaha kene wat lagi...
so aku dapat tips bagus dari syarul...
~jus prune elok utk constipation~
ok la.. cow cin cawwww...
semalam baru je berbuka puasa kat umah bangah.. I'm the first arrive.. cet.. budak2 nih tak sampai lagi.. lepas tu tolong bangah prepare mohitto (lime juice with mint leaves) and syarul pon sampai.. kami main truth and dare sementara tunggu nasya.. bestnye main truth and dare.. we're just open to each other.. macam tak caya jer.. aku yg sentiasa berahsia ngan mende yg tak akan aku citer.. aku citer balik.. huhu.. nasya arrive after maghrib.. heh.. sabor je la.. bukak puasa ngan ikan kukus, tomyam campur.. telur tampal (patut telur bungkus.. tak jadi sangat jadi la telur tampal.. hahaha).. sedap giler.. tapi makan nasi kan.. habis la yg ku usahakan selama ini.. huhuuuu.. and i made sushi for the girls sebab from last week diorg request.. lupa bawak soy sauce.. i custom made the sauce with kicap masin and water.. jadi la kan.. sebab habis sumer sushi tuh.. puas hati bila sume makan..
nasya balik awal sebab maira segan nak stay lama.. so diorg balik je borak2 la ngan syarul and bangah.. bangah cakap nasya merajuk kami cam tak makan apa yg dia masak.. omg.. bila plak la tak makan kan? kecuali akok tu jer.. sebab aku sorang je yg telan.. tapi tak leh la makan byk.. cos aku tak leh telan bende manis lately nih.. at least aku telan sket la.. kalau housemate aku tu wat desert.. haram dapat aku habiskan.. manis seh.. adeh.. kasihan la kat food tester yg kecik molek nih.. nak toning badan pon tak berjaya sebab byk sgt dugaan... heeheee..
oh lupa lak.. sebelum ni aku ade wat makan2 kat umah minggu lepas.. itu yg menuntut dari bangah wat minggu nih.. tapi masa kat umah aku.. fay ade pesan soh lanyak2 bangah ngan prank yg dia wat kat aku fay nasya and not.. aku blasah ngan mulut laser aku dan aku dah decide nak prank dia gak.. tapi bangah dah counter attack plak dia kata dia akan balas balik.. tapi aku n nasya dah malas nak layan.. kang aku jadi budak tadika plak kalau prank dia.. biar la... sori fay.. kalau korang wat akak sokong je.. tak de idea nak kenekan apa ngan dia.. ^_^;
minggu depan makan2 kat umah syarul plak.. akhirnya dapat gak gi umah dia berjemput.. umah syarul ni payah sket.. org nak singgah semayang pon dia tak bagi.. konon umah bersepah dia malu.. aseh.. sabor je la minah tuh.. jadi tunggu peluang cam ni la baru okay kan..
ok la.. habis aku ngarut.. sebab lepas ni byk keje kene wat..
semalam syarul puji cakap aku dah kurus sket.. jeans pon dah longgar.. aku pon rasa cam tuh.. tapi still mmg byk usaha kene wat lagi...
so aku dapat tips bagus dari syarul...
~jus prune elok utk constipation~
ok la.. cow cin cawwww...
Friday 4 September 2009
adakah benar?
adakah benar syaitan diikat dari manghasut umat Islam dari membuat kejahatan?
Ya mmg benar.. tapi nafsu manusia yg dah terbiasa lalai dengan tanggungjawab terhadapNya yg menyebabkan rasa malas dan segala sifat mazmumah mencengkam diri sendiri..
Kadang2 terpikir.. kenape la rasa macam malas nak solat terawih.. bangun malam.. dan mengaji quran? sedangkan itu sume amalan2 yg harus dikejar utk menambahkan poket pahala yg makin berkurangan... sedih betul dgn kekhilafan diri.. keperluan fizikal yg diperlukan badan boleh pulak dipenuhi.. tapi keperluan rohani rasa macam sukar sgt nak ditambah2.. rasa seperti dihimpap batu besar sehingga tak mampu bergerak.. agaknya Allah SWT tahu ade umat manusia yg kadang2 berazam nak beribadat.. tapi tak buat.. adalah seciput pahala kerana berniat nak berbuat amalan.. kalau tak.. mau berat bahu sebelah agaknye.. sedar dengan kelemahan diri.. tak perlu bagi alasan.. melainkan ketuk kepala dan berjanji dgn ALLAH .. aku takkan buat lagi.. walaupun berulang kali aku terbuat jugak.. akan kuketuk lagi kepala utk mengingat janji yg dulu.. kalau org tgk.. sure diorg ingat aku bercakap dgn diri sendiri ^_^;
alangkah bagusnye kalau badan bergerak sendiri dan terus beribadat tanpa henti.. tapi tak bermakna pulak seperti mayat hidup plak.. tak berjiwa nak menghayati segala gerak dan bacaan yg disebut..
dan yg paling menakutkan.. adakah akan hilang segala keghairahan utk bertemu dgn Yang Maha Esa bila tubuh dimamah usia??
p/s: mesti korang peningkan? jgn pening.. sekadar menulis meluahkan rasa rendah diri je.. bila bulan puasa rasa serba tak cukup.. hehehe..
Ya mmg benar.. tapi nafsu manusia yg dah terbiasa lalai dengan tanggungjawab terhadapNya yg menyebabkan rasa malas dan segala sifat mazmumah mencengkam diri sendiri..
Kadang2 terpikir.. kenape la rasa macam malas nak solat terawih.. bangun malam.. dan mengaji quran? sedangkan itu sume amalan2 yg harus dikejar utk menambahkan poket pahala yg makin berkurangan... sedih betul dgn kekhilafan diri.. keperluan fizikal yg diperlukan badan boleh pulak dipenuhi.. tapi keperluan rohani rasa macam sukar sgt nak ditambah2.. rasa seperti dihimpap batu besar sehingga tak mampu bergerak.. agaknya Allah SWT tahu ade umat manusia yg kadang2 berazam nak beribadat.. tapi tak buat.. adalah seciput pahala kerana berniat nak berbuat amalan.. kalau tak.. mau berat bahu sebelah agaknye.. sedar dengan kelemahan diri.. tak perlu bagi alasan.. melainkan ketuk kepala dan berjanji dgn ALLAH .. aku takkan buat lagi.. walaupun berulang kali aku terbuat jugak.. akan kuketuk lagi kepala utk mengingat janji yg dulu.. kalau org tgk.. sure diorg ingat aku bercakap dgn diri sendiri ^_^;
alangkah bagusnye kalau badan bergerak sendiri dan terus beribadat tanpa henti.. tapi tak bermakna pulak seperti mayat hidup plak.. tak berjiwa nak menghayati segala gerak dan bacaan yg disebut..
dan yg paling menakutkan.. adakah akan hilang segala keghairahan utk bertemu dgn Yang Maha Esa bila tubuh dimamah usia??
p/s: mesti korang peningkan? jgn pening.. sekadar menulis meluahkan rasa rendah diri je.. bila bulan puasa rasa serba tak cukup.. hehehe..
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